Monday musings and my thoughts on relationships

So many things. So many things running through my head right now.

Okay first off recently I have been getting more hits to my blog from all over the world. This is cray cray! People in Switzerland and Germany are reading my shit! That is amazing and wonderful and wow! But my next question is...Do I monetize this? Making money off of doing something that I love is great except I'm not sure how I feel about putting advertisements on The Next Big Thing. I'm going to have to think about this one for a while. 


Oh yeah and hey my diet. I know I mentioned a while back that I wanted to transition to becoming a vegan. I haven't really brought it up again because well shit I am the girl who never finishes anything. I talk about things but it never goes much past that. Well as of right now I think it is fair to say that I have adopted at the very least a vegetarian lifestyle. I don't even miss meat and I have never felt better. I don't even consume half as much caffeine as I used to. I just naturally feel great! I also eat organic when possible and I stay away from the highly processed foods. My general rule is if I can't pronounce half of a foods ingredients then it probably doesn't belong in my body. Even G who needs 3 things to survive (beef, sex and video games) has been talking about replacement proteins. The happy? Oh it's in my heart.


I have so much going on this month and next. Summer is by far my favorite time of year. Next weekend is beer pong at a friends house and Father's Day BBQ and then the 30th is Puscifer!!! and the next day we are tubing down the salt river for my sisters b-day. Oh can't forget middle of July G's BFF Michael and his wife will be here so weekend trip to Sedona. So excited!


Okay rant I have been putting off. 


Why are girls so dumb? Why do guys stay in a relationship they are miserable in? Why do people lose their sense of self? Who wants to live like that? If you have to play games or try to control another person then maybe you should seriously reconsider how healthy that union is. You. deserve. better. I know several people who are going though the most ridicules relationship BS and as much as I would love to just point and laugh I can't. It makes me sad and it is hard to watch. Just stop. There are people who care about you and want to see you happy. Just stop the craziness, Mmmkay? /rant



"Some Nights" Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck Some nights, I call it a draw Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off But I still wake up, I still see your ghost Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for oh What do I stand for? What do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know anymore... oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh This is it, boys, this is war - what are we waiting for? Why don't we break the rules already? I was never one to believe the hype - save that for the black and white I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked, but here they come again to jack my style And that's alright; I found a martyr in my bed tonight She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am Oh, who am I? Oh, who am I? mmm... mmm... Well, Some nights, I wish that this all would end Cause I could use some friends for a change And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again Some nights, I always win, I always win... But I still wake up, I still see your ghost Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh What do I stand for? What do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know... (come on) So this is it? I sold my soul for this? Washed my hands of that for this? I miss my mom and dad for this? No. When I see stars, when I see, when I see stars, that's all they are When I hear songs, they sound like this one, so come on Oh, come on. Oh, come on, OH COME ON! Well, this is it guys, that is all - five minutes in and I'm bored again Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands This one is not for the folks at home; Sorry to leave, mom, I had to go Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun? My heart is breaking for my sister and the con that she call "love" But when I look into my nephew's eyes... Man, you wouldn't believe the most amazing things that can come from... Some terrible lies...ahhh... oh woah, oh woah, oh woah, oh oh oh woah, oh woah, oh woah, oh oh The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me I called you up, but we'd both agree It's for the best you didn't listen It's for the best we get our distance... oh... It's for the best you didn't listen It's for the best we get our distance... oh...