Sunday, June 24, 2012

started this earlier and am just now finishing it.

This summer marks 1 year I have been back on the game. Crazy how time goes. I also am finishing the What a long strange trip it's been quest line. For those of you who don't know it takes a year and some crazy dedication to finish all the in game events. And here I am on Yunna doing the last little bits. I don't care if it is fucking cliche, this last year HAS been a strange trip! Cheers to the summer solstice. *edit* Got the achievement!~and the violet proto drake!

One more week till the salt river and then the 4th. Tomorrow I am starting a juice cleanse (aka starve myself until I lose 10 pounds). I'm doing this one. Pretty much these next 7 days are going to suck. *edit* 24 hours in and I would really love to eat something but it isn't too bad.

I can't believe Puscifer is next weekend! This summer rocks! \m/
Next week I will put up pictures of the show and salt river.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

YOLO!

I don't generally buy in to hype about new products. I love the saying "I don't believe in horoscopes. As a Sagittarius I am skeptical". But anywhore I did run out and buy some of THIS. Coconut oil is the shit for a vegan diet. Also it is used for skin and hair care so BONUS! I figured 6 bucks is worth giving it a try if all the hype is true. So far I love it. I used it in my hair and it works just like a hot oil treatment...for a fraction of the cost. I also used it in my breakfast smoothie this AM. My favorite vegan Jenna Marbles actually blogged  about it. She has a better description and is far more amusing so just read it Mmmmkay?


Sorry if that was boring. Not much exciting has been going on, well other then my drunk ass friends calling me at 5 in the morning to go to Denny's. Things are about to get a whole lot more interesting lovies. Trust and believe. It's gonna happen. ;-) YOLO summer 2012!

Monday, June 11, 2012

Monday musings and my thoughts on relationships

So many things. So many things running through my head right now.

Okay first off recently I have been getting more hits to my blog from all over the world. This is cray cray! People in Switzerland and Germany are reading my shit! That is amazing and wonderful and wow! But my next question is...Do I monetize this? Making money off of doing something that I love is great except I'm not sure how I feel about putting advertisements on The Next Big Thing. I'm going to have to think about this one for a while. 


Oh yeah and hey my diet. I know I mentioned a while back that I wanted to transition to becoming a vegan. I haven't really brought it up again because well shit I am the girl who never finishes anything. I talk about things but it never goes much past that. Well as of right now I think it is fair to say that I have adopted at the very least a vegetarian lifestyle. I don't even miss meat and I have never felt better. I don't even consume half as much caffeine as I used to. I just naturally feel great! I also eat organic when possible and I stay away from the highly processed foods. My general rule is if I can't pronounce half of a foods ingredients then it probably doesn't belong in my body. Even G who needs 3 things to survive (beef, sex and video games) has been talking about replacement proteins. The happy? Oh it's in my heart.


I have so much going on this month and next. Summer is by far my favorite time of year. Next weekend is beer pong at a friends house and Father's Day BBQ and then the 30th is Puscifer!!! and the next day we are tubing down the salt river for my sisters b-day. Oh can't forget middle of July G's BFF Michael and his wife will be here so weekend trip to Sedona. So excited!


Okay rant I have been putting off. 


Why are girls so dumb? Why do guys stay in a relationship they are miserable in? Why do people lose their sense of self? Who wants to live like that? If you have to play games or try to control another person then maybe you should seriously reconsider how healthy that union is. You. deserve. better. I know several people who are going though the most ridicules relationship BS and as much as I would love to just point and laugh I can't. It makes me sad and it is hard to watch. Just stop. There are people who care about you and want to see you happy. Just stop the craziness, Mmmkay? /rant



"Some Nights" Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck Some nights, I call it a draw Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off But I still wake up, I still see your ghost Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for oh What do I stand for? What do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know anymore... oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh This is it, boys, this is war - what are we waiting for? Why don't we break the rules already? I was never one to believe the hype - save that for the black and white I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked, but here they come again to jack my style And that's alright; I found a martyr in my bed tonight She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am Oh, who am I? Oh, who am I? mmm... mmm... Well, Some nights, I wish that this all would end Cause I could use some friends for a change And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again Some nights, I always win, I always win... But I still wake up, I still see your ghost Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh What do I stand for? What do I stand for? Most nights, I don't know... (come on) So this is it? I sold my soul for this? Washed my hands of that for this? I miss my mom and dad for this? No. When I see stars, when I see, when I see stars, that's all they are When I hear songs, they sound like this one, so come on Oh, come on. Oh, come on, OH COME ON! Well, this is it guys, that is all - five minutes in and I'm bored again Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands This one is not for the folks at home; Sorry to leave, mom, I had to go Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun? My heart is breaking for my sister and the con that she call "love" But when I look into my nephew's eyes... Man, you wouldn't believe the most amazing things that can come from... Some terrible lies...ahhh... oh woah, oh woah, oh woah, oh oh oh woah, oh woah, oh woah, oh oh The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me I called you up, but we'd both agree It's for the best you didn't listen It's for the best we get our distance... oh... It's for the best you didn't listen It's for the best we get our distance... oh...

Friday, June 8, 2012

Guess what I heard?! ;-)

Just kidding nothing. Or did I? Ha! I bet you would love to know!
Either way I got your attention!

I feel like I haven't worked in forever. Oh wait that's right I haven't. G wants me to take some time off but honestly I get bored. My liver needs me to get back to work! (I really don't drink that much. Only on my nights off!) It's nice that he wants to take care of me but yeah...just no. 


Shhh don't tell G but I am getting him SiriusXM satellite radio for his truck for fathers day. Just kidding you can tell him he knows. How fucking awesome am I?! I got him an awesome truck and now I am putting an even more amazing stereo system in it!

So I seriously need to focus on my workouts. The 4th of July is almost here! Oh and cheese and rice my sister just posted a pic of herself in her underwear and she looks fantastic! Damnit! July is by far my favorite month. So much going on. Must. Be. Perfect.


I need to figure out what kind of car I want now. Still driving my inlaws minivan around or the rape van as my friends like to call it. Oh God I need about 10k right now. I just can't drive that teal beast around any longer. I should be there by this fall. What a good wife I am. I took one for the team so he could get the truck he wanted. /sigh


You know what is really neat? Still being able to talk to people on Diablo when you are on WoW. Hey Bliz you did something right!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Random is how I roll

Moscato is possibly the most delicious thing I have ever put in my mouth...almost. ;-) I mean comeon! What about cheese. Right now I am eating nachos but truth be told chips are just the vehicle to get the cheese in my mouth.

Just a blog about how awesome these two girls are at 12 and 8.


Their voices are UNREAL! And just for the record if I have another child (which wont ever happen because being pregnant is GROSS!) boy or girl the name is going to be Lennon. perfect. I actually like them better then the original. I love this song Another good cover by a Swedish vocal group. I just drank an entire bottle of moscato and am still upright. I deserve a slow clap for that shit! Can I just say I love Taylor Swift?

Friday, June 1, 2012

Why is my office so hot!?

It's that moment you realize...hey, my life is pretty good. Wait what is this feeling? I'm happy. I'm. fucking. happy. I have everything I have ever wanted and what I don't have I am actively working toward getting. It's not even about things. I have the love and support of family and friends. You  can't always control the direction of your life but you can be happy just existing in this moment. I feel bad for the people who don't know that.

On that note.

And more lulz