Mandatory Monday posting

It's must be a bad day. I'm closing a Monday night with a Bud Light and not my usual glass of wine or obscure hand crafted beer. It really tastes like shit but I am desperate. The last few days have been terrible. I could go for a fifth of Patron right about now. But I can pound beers like a champ so I will be nice and drunk by the end of this.


I'm upset about my car. I heard from the mechanic today and it isn't my fuel pump/filter. I threw a rod. Basically the engine seized and it is gone. I wasn't expecting that. It's the equivalent of going to the doctors for a hang nail and being told you have terminal cancer and to say your goodbyes. Okay that was dramatic. It's just a fucking car. I should be excited to be getting a new one this weekend. I guess I get attached to objects. It's all symbolic to me.You would have to know me to understand that. Chin up kid, life is an adventure.


Hey let's talk about music. I mean that's why your here, right? ;-)


My playlist which is oddly titled "homework" has some of the most fantastic music. Remy Zero, Bright Eyes, Birdy, Damien Rice, Eliott Smith, Guster. Andrew showed all those bands to me. He knew more about music then anyone I have ever met. He was also a better writer than I will ever be. Nothing is worse than reaching for the phone to send that hey guess what text only to remember. He's gone.
Listen to Band of Horses "The Funeral".  Sometimes I wonder if he knew how much he inspired me.




Puscifer is June 30th. It's not Tool but the next best thing ehh?


Look in your eyes, I've never seen the ocean. Not like this one. -Oceans

Oh side note someone tried to hack my email so yeah...

Amazeballz

Today is Sunday but I am mostly sure I wont be able to finish this tonight as I have a lot to talk about. Then again who knows because I tend to grow bored easily and once I realize how much effort getting my thoughts down on paper (computer?) really is it suddenly becomes not very important to talk about. Holy run on sentence! Anyhow my point is...nothing. I never really have a point do I? And yet you read so here we are again. Continuing on.


Yesterday I got my tregus pierced. Ironically enough is my fear of needles. I will have to say I was piss my pants nervous and I am quite sure I broke Lex's hand. But it was amazing. It's that moment when you first feel the needle against your skin that is the worst. You know what is coming. Honestly most painful piercing and I have my nipples done. Well had. Hard to nurse a baby with D rings right! This is how it went. Piercer: Just relax. (needle goes in) Me: Fuck fuck fuck...sorry Piercer: Okay now time to get the jewelery in. Me: FML So yeah it hurt but Electric Needle in PV is great and they were super nice. I love it. So cute! I am already planning my next piercing. I want an industrial on my right side.


Okay so I am going to bed but I will finish this tomorrow.


So it is tomorrow. Aaaannnd I just found out the most wonderful amazing news. Puscifer is ending their tour in Prescott on June 30th. I am beyond stoked. I have always wanted to see Tool in concert but MJK hasn't been doing much as far as APC and Tool go. At least not that I know of. The fan girl in me is fucking flipping out. This is going to be a good summer.


Seee I knew it! I am so excited about seeing MJK I don't even want to write all the other stuff I had on my mind. It just isn't important anymore. 
Here is the short version.
I have been eating better. Cut WAY back on meat and eat tons of fresh fruits and veggies. I feel great.
I am addicted to You Tube. Someday I will make a list of my favorites.
The end.

Rant like woah!

Ahhhh sweet Monday nights. I'm holding my anthropology text book in my lap as if somehow the information will magically filter to my thoughts. It's not working but at least it is making a great holder for my glass of red wine. This is becoming a Monday tradition.


My mouse is doing some fucked up shit. It makes me feel drunker than I really am. Neat!


I registered for classes today for the fall...or should I say class. As in just math 092...for the third time. You know what? I'm not even ashamed to say that. Wanna know why? No? Too bad I'm gonna tell you anyways. Because I am funny and pretty and I placed into honors English and I am wittier than most people I know and I am honest and genuine and a dreamer and I DO. NOT. GIVE UP...EVER* So yes, I don't get math. It just doesn't calculate for me. (haha get it? Calculate?)  I don't even care. If math is the one thing that challenges me so be it. I'm just going to keep trying. No distractions. No bullshit. Nothing is getting in the way of my dreams this time. /rant


Wow re-reading over that last little bit has made me realize how much I have changed in the last two years. I'm so much stronger than I ever thought I could be. It can only go up from here. And it already has. For the last month I have been saving to buy a house. Saving money has always been hard for me. I am high maintenance and shit gets expensive! Anyways my point is I saved $1000! Even though I did get my nails done with my wifey today. Whatever I deserved it. Oh staying in Jerome with Michael and his wife in May too. So yeah sometimes I spend but all in all it has gotten so much better. 

This post is so much more serious than I had intended. I really feel great. I guess it is time to get some sleep although I have still been having that weird re-occurring dream. Come on subconscious figure shit out so I can get some sleep. LOL! 

Night angelface \m/           

Why is my office so fucking hot!?       


*That list could go on but I'm just going to end it there because you get the point. I am full of win and awesome.

I'm all out of witty titles so whatever you get the point.

I love quiet nights like this. I get home from class on Mondays and everyone goes to bed. Then I get the house to myself. Once you become a parent little things like quiet and sleeping in or eating something without a little person begging it right out of your hands becomes so much more pleasurable. Speaking of awesome things and forgive me if I have mentioned it before but 1000 Awesome Things is well...awesome!


I finally did the pink in my hair. It makes me ridiculously happy.
 It's subtle and already starting to fade but it is fun. I'm also proud of myself because I did it after drinking half a bottle of wine. Long before I ever had aspirations of becoming a nurse all I really wanted to do was hair and nails.

I wrote that two days ago and got sidetracked. So much for quiet. Today I have been keeping an eye on a puking feverish 5 year old. Yay laundry!...and homework /sarcasm

Other than that the semester is almost over. I have never been happier and more excited to see a semester finish. This summer is going to be amazing


I better just post this now or it will never happen. Back to a sick child. The joys of parenthood.


E ghaf oui fuimt nalukhewa ed nekrd yfyo.

It's coherent...enough!

Well hello there! 3 cheers for what will probably be the most incoherent blog post ever. Ahh cold meds and you thought I was bad when I had been drinking! Hey at least I'm not trying to make rice! ;-) Ooohhh I just went there!

Annnnyways. Guess what. I love dubstep. Annnnd band of horses. My taste in music is so completely random but that is nothing new.

New fav


No seriously you have no idea how much I love this song. Sexual.

I pretty much love Skrillex

That is some heavy shit if you think about it. Who is really the hunted?



I feel like I had more to write about but ummm yeah. I do. Nother day angelface. Promise.

Until then listen to Band of horses "The Funeral" and Remy Zero "Fair"

Night \m/