So very tired

So much information. I leave for a few days and whoa! Anywho lets start with a review of the hot springs. First off don't even attempt to get there unless you have a 4 wheel drive truck. It is 40 miles on a dirt road down the side of a mountain. 3 hours of praying to God that I don't die but feeling pretty sure it would happen anyways. I don't suggest it if you are nervous or have anxiety naturally. It was horrible. I could rant about this forever but you get the point. After you drive for 6 years through hells anus (Bloody Basin Rd) you reach the Verdi River...and party central. The sand is the same stuff you would find at the beach and there is only about 4 camping spots even remotely close to the water but it is awesome. Sheeps bridge is fucking amazing too. The natural hot springs are tucked in a cave of river reeds down a crazy trail. Since it was so secluded the other campers who were there wanted to know how we knew about the place. It was like a secret society. Everyone was super friendly too. That was good since you literally had to walk through our camp to get to the trail for the springs. It was beautiful and fun but after a few days I was ready to go home and shower. Oh that is another thing. Bring everything you might need and plenty of water. There is no making a beer or chips run. Of all the times I have been camping this was by far the most "roughing it".



 LOL

So tired. Think Imma call it a night. Night lovers.

I thought you should know

I have like 15 minutes before I have to start getting ready for work. I also need to be packing for vacation. I would tell you where I am going but it is super secret. Just kidding I actually don't know. All I know is we are going camping on a river and it is 27 miles on a dirt road down the side of a mountain. Sounds like fun huh? I'm not really the outdoorsy type. My idea of a vacation involves a hotel and mud baths. But no I am excited. Anyways I found this gem on the internets and thought I would share.





You are welcome.

Oh by the way you were right Diablo is amazing. =)




  I wont tell anyone that you voice is my favorite sound

Look Ma, we're neato

This post may be a little disjointed so you will have to forgive me. I am still exhausted from last night. Crazy amazing time BTW. My friends are so awesome.


This is an interesting look at the eclipse and how it affects your horoscope.
How to deal with eclipses


Do you got low self esteem?  You can rent my ego.




I really like the last Postsecret. 

Someday everything will be okay
and we will be happy
with the person we turned out to be

I am so sad Rich broke up with his boyfriend. I fucking love Winston so hard!
Shit people say to the cats left behind after a breakup 

The randomness, you love it.

I need to unplug

Right now I am texting my sister, playing 6 games of DrawSomething on my Kindle, fishing on my mage and blogging. This is crazy. Plus I am far drunker than I had intended. Noooo I have many things to tell you. Oh wow I am so drunk. So very drunk. And laughing at the people I am talking to. It is funny how much faster I can text when drunk but it is far less accurate. I think my phone knows. It's like shes drunk lets fuck with her. That plus the amount of gossip I have heard in the last 48 hours is unreal. I can't wrap my head around it.

I guess I will just condense this into what is important.

Saturday I am having a thing at my house. (my phone told my sister I am having a thong) See what I am saying....it KNOWS! And yes it is turning into a rather large thing with food and hookah but the best part is beer pong. This is the start of the next good summer..

I so badly want to tell you what the good summer is but words are not enough. It is warm concrete on the back of your bare thighs and fireworks and laughing until it hurts and everyday adventures and True cab confessions with Randy Travis and and and this doesn't even begin to explain it. It is feeling alive. When is the last time you felt alive? Well lets do it together. Lets wake up from this sleepy daydream and live.

Cheers. To the best summer of our lives.

Last Monday posting? Hardly!

So tonight was it for the semester. Let's all breath a collective sigh of relief. Back to what I love. Music, video games and other things 14 year old boys are into...I mean hipsters like me love. ;-)


Right now I am listening to Carina Rounds new album Tigermending. She is the same girl who sings with Maynard and Puscifer. I was disappointing when G told me he wasn't a huge fan of Puscifer. He said they sound too much like Primus. Well it turns out that's because the drummer IS the guy from Primus...holy shit. I can't wait for June! Also who knew G had such an ear for music? 


Anyways listen to Carina Rounds "Pick up the phone"

Well it's nothing that can't be fixed
with a hot bath 
and a fitfth of mothers ruin
all forgone for the duration
with deranged and maybe eaten
drunken sex with strangers
and his wife didn't stop crying
for at least a week he told me
but at least she got the kids and half a million
I just assumed she was sleeping




Oh by the way Maynard is getting married to his lab manager Jennifer Lairamore.

Mandatory Monday posting

It's must be a bad day. I'm closing a Monday night with a Bud Light and not my usual glass of wine or obscure hand crafted beer. It really tastes like shit but I am desperate. The last few days have been terrible. I could go for a fifth of Patron right about now. But I can pound beers like a champ so I will be nice and drunk by the end of this.


I'm upset about my car. I heard from the mechanic today and it isn't my fuel pump/filter. I threw a rod. Basically the engine seized and it is gone. I wasn't expecting that. It's the equivalent of going to the doctors for a hang nail and being told you have terminal cancer and to say your goodbyes. Okay that was dramatic. It's just a fucking car. I should be excited to be getting a new one this weekend. I guess I get attached to objects. It's all symbolic to me.You would have to know me to understand that. Chin up kid, life is an adventure.


Hey let's talk about music. I mean that's why your here, right? ;-)


My playlist which is oddly titled "homework" has some of the most fantastic music. Remy Zero, Bright Eyes, Birdy, Damien Rice, Eliott Smith, Guster. Andrew showed all those bands to me. He knew more about music then anyone I have ever met. He was also a better writer than I will ever be. Nothing is worse than reaching for the phone to send that hey guess what text only to remember. He's gone.
Listen to Band of Horses "The Funeral".  Sometimes I wonder if he knew how much he inspired me.




Puscifer is June 30th. It's not Tool but the next best thing ehh?


Look in your eyes, I've never seen the ocean. Not like this one. -Oceans

Oh side note someone tried to hack my email so yeah...

Amazeballz

Today is Sunday but I am mostly sure I wont be able to finish this tonight as I have a lot to talk about. Then again who knows because I tend to grow bored easily and once I realize how much effort getting my thoughts down on paper (computer?) really is it suddenly becomes not very important to talk about. Holy run on sentence! Anyhow my point is...nothing. I never really have a point do I? And yet you read so here we are again. Continuing on.


Yesterday I got my tregus pierced. Ironically enough is my fear of needles. I will have to say I was piss my pants nervous and I am quite sure I broke Lex's hand. But it was amazing. It's that moment when you first feel the needle against your skin that is the worst. You know what is coming. Honestly most painful piercing and I have my nipples done. Well had. Hard to nurse a baby with D rings right! This is how it went. Piercer: Just relax. (needle goes in) Me: Fuck fuck fuck...sorry Piercer: Okay now time to get the jewelery in. Me: FML So yeah it hurt but Electric Needle in PV is great and they were super nice. I love it. So cute! I am already planning my next piercing. I want an industrial on my right side.


Okay so I am going to bed but I will finish this tomorrow.


So it is tomorrow. Aaaannnd I just found out the most wonderful amazing news. Puscifer is ending their tour in Prescott on June 30th. I am beyond stoked. I have always wanted to see Tool in concert but MJK hasn't been doing much as far as APC and Tool go. At least not that I know of. The fan girl in me is fucking flipping out. This is going to be a good summer.


Seee I knew it! I am so excited about seeing MJK I don't even want to write all the other stuff I had on my mind. It just isn't important anymore. 
Here is the short version.
I have been eating better. Cut WAY back on meat and eat tons of fresh fruits and veggies. I feel great.
I am addicted to You Tube. Someday I will make a list of my favorites.
The end.